Though its the 12tn in the row, but still I cant hands on the emotion comes during the write up. I was talking to big ........ Which is swimming in its own pool, own emtions, own feeling. Doesn't care about the outcome, reactions and the resultants.


Speaking and coveying is right but I feel that we are solely responsible of our own world and vicinity. what I welcome is the submissiveness and happieness which comes automatically, without any pressure.


RAHUL SHONAK

Following ...no no actually grasping people mind making me annoyed that by the growing age, why people start thinking that the boundary is getting build near them. They loose thier confidence, positivity and everything which gives them in return apart from money.

Is this generation Gap, which all people talks about or is it the signs of ageing. The more away from your student life you are, the more PRACTICLE you think. All decisions are getting influence by M factor. Do...that which wont hurt your pocket. Why....Cant we get enough freedom which can keep away that M factor away from our decisions. We all started our career with a vision to be nice human being(Atleast some of us)...to become a better person........but arn't we only worry about our paycheques.........


Well I need to do something.......which will not be just something but more than anything. I will ..... Dont know till what extent ...but I will make it happen.

Today i am recalling a story, which i used to read in my school book.
In which the life story of a baby bird was there. In all, it was neuclearisation of things. The bird thinks one moment that thats it, this is the end, but not. The things will keep on adding...the people, problems, everything.
True. Very true.

Hi all,



Since from prior year, this year also follow the suite, i will write feelings, Emotions, Moments. Do you know!



Coz this is the world of RAHUL SHONAK.(doston ka dost, Dushmano ka dushman :-) )



OK. To starts with. Its been long time form past i didn't write here. The last was in June.....So its much long time, a lot of things gone good bad, great, worst ....everything.



It was late July when i purchased the sky fare, air ticket just for the sake of reaching Delhi and giving a chance to prepare for a subject, which i never even seen, throughout my life. It was accounting. And you guessed it right. I had a fantastic sleep after 2 hours of lecture form my sis. Although i proved my self again after the win of July 06 war of mine. I bagged all 5 subjects. Good work done by me. After that 1 week holidays was the gift for my hard worship. It was ..i think 16th of August when i left for Chennai(And i think this was the last time for that clumsy train travel to chennai) .





It was a great evening, we(me and my friend zafar) were waiting for our result of 1 very long of workmanship. You guys wont even imagined, about that moment, when i got that letter. It takes the 1 day for me to find the Next option to go. And that's what i did. I left to Hoshiyarpur. and 2 days after a filed for the independence form Chennai. I still don't know whether that was the right or wrong move for me. But what i know that I'll make it right . But one thing is for sure that it was life changing experience. On one side i was about to leave the people, who were my very good friends, Mentor, seniors, juniors & all, who think that Rahul shonak is the guy who will do something one day. And on the other side i was about to join the bunch of the people.....no these are not people......these are the animals like Buffalo, monkey and all stuff. These guys are those bull shit who knows nothing of the world .....but still manages to told me that I am dumb. Can you imagine that these type of people also exist in the world. But there are also some very nice guys i met, but I'll talk on that thing later.





Well it over a month to spent in Chennai before going back to north. ......I for got to introduce here govind, which joins us(me gupta ji and adi) in our hub. AND IT WAS THE FUN. I cant forgot that my last month in Chennai. We enjoyed the hell.......literally the hell. Those beers in the evening, omlettes in the moring, bread and nutella whole day, movies in the nights and beach walks till 3 a.m to follow, and going office at 12Noon in the the first shift(witch starts form 06:30 in the morning). We enjoyed man .......we enjoyed. And it waas one more element entered in chennai for two days......Its ravi oyee.........then again same story. Nach gaana daroo aur masti. iske alava kuch tha hi nahi karne ko.



My grat mentor Kailash jat advised me not to mitti palith my reputation. Par ham sunne walo me se the kya. Then it was the time to say good bye to the chennai life(Perhaps i say that it was the one of thr most memorable and most shining days of my life). It was 22nd Sep, when my team given me a warm good bye treat , cant forget that day. But life moves on .....so am I.

God..............what is going on...One day is fantastic and the next is more than pathetic...
It seems that Today was worst day in last one year. I am giving blood to my career but getting only the dried stains out of it. Hardly seeing any thing getting right.
Feels like I should say "Screw you Creepos". What the hell is happening around. Not able to concentrate..........i dont know, whom to talk to get the things back on track. May be it is the time, I should talk to myself.
I believe God has to listen us sometime.......Which inturn he do. But he also takes some time. There might be possibility that he wants us to realize the misktakes we do Day-in & Day-out. Probably I should take some deep breath and have a Good night sleep and try to remain on the positive side.
Clock gonna revolve in sometime.. For sure.
Rahul shonak

Hey all,


Already may has passed..................So what ...... fighting with tough times. Yes boss........The coin has the both side...........now its not on my side. But ..........this is life and I have to struggle ...........



Your Favorite fighter........
Rahul shonak

Its 19th Of March 08,

And its been One year to be here in the Hell........................Yes. I have completed and let us say its a achievement to be alive on this piece of ground..............

Any way, you can congrats me on this big thing .............Only god know, when i'll be free from here.

With Hope alives,

Rahul shonak

Wow...................

Yes, I think now my life is coming in wow factor,..................Why...................you would be asking this but let me tell you that I like changes. And it happens now a days. Every day i can see changes in the way of my life.

Probably this could be coz of change in attitude towards life. Don no.

The work, the fun eliments, the tentions, the thoughts, the plannings, everythings changing everyday.


Thanks to God.


Rahul